The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown.
Hello so it's my first day tomorrow it could be put off no more so it is time to face it.
I am still not feeling very well but it is just one day and I may feel better if I am up
and about that or I will be to bad and they will have to send me home it's win win.
I am going to miss being at home in a way it has become my way of life and has been
my safe space where I am safe to stay in bed all day if I want and I have my music with
me all the time and I can tweet if I am feeling down and need someone to talk to.
But it has also left me alone and cut off from the world and everyday is the same as
the last and the week and the weekend mean nothing.
I am kind of like a dog with no sense of time just waiting for the sun to go down again.
To be fair right now for all I know I could be there 9 years or 9 days if I had to pick now
I would go with 9 days but I would have said that in my last job and I was there 9 years.
"There is more that unites us than divides us"
I will be 36 in 24 days time and I hope that when I get to 37 that I can look back at
this time in my life as a page in a book and I hope that made me a better man then I
was before.
Because I have found out that you can not change other people but you can try to
change yourself and if I have done that then maybe all this was not for nothing
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