Lost

One is never afraid of the unknown; one is afraid of the known coming to an end.

Hello so I am on the last day of my two days off and I am fed up because I have done nothing

just stay in my bed all day worrying about what is going to happen.

I had to good into work today to do a bit of training and that was really boring and

then it was back to home to kill a bit more time.

I use to love being online and using twitter but it is not making me feel good anymore

I just sit there looking at my notifications just waiting to get one then feeling bad when

I don't.

Life should be getting better for me but it just feels like more of the same.

Maybe it is just something that is in my DNA and I will always be this way.

I just get so fed up with myself I never know what to say or what to do.

I wanted to talk to my friend but I have wasted my time off and now I have

got to work for 4 days in a row.

How can I be 36 in 9 days how can I do anything well I still have time.