Everything everywhere all at once

White lips, pale face Breathing in snowflakes Burnt lungs, sour taste Lights gone, days end Struggling to pay rent Long nights, strange men And they say She's in the class A team Stuck in her daydream Been this way since eighteen But lately her face seems Slowly sinking, wasting Crumbling like pastries And they scream The worst things in life come free to us 'Cause we're just under the upper hand And go mad for a couple grams And she don't want to go outside, tonight And in a pipe she flies to the motherland Or sells love to another man It's too cold outside For angels to fly, for angels to fly Ripped gloves, raincoat Tried to swim and stay afloat Dry house, wet clothes Loose change, bank notes Weary-eyed, dry throat Call girl, no phone And they say She's in the class A team Stuck in her daydream Been this way since eighteen But lately her face seems Slowly sinking, wasting Crumbling like pastries And they scream The worst things in life come free to us ...

Ride with me, boy, on my palomino Racin' through grey skies, lookin' for the yellow Leave your father, mother, sister to the TV shows They try to fix you, but sorrow's in the marrow Ride with me, boy, on my palomino Racin' through grey skies, lookin' for the yellow Leave your father, mother, sister to the TV shows They try to fix you, but sorrow's in the marrow People are afraid of the quiet ones But I'm terrified of those that laugh too much Sorrow sit and lie when you get too close So I ride to your front yard and through your window I will whisper Ride with me, boy, on my palomino Racin' through grey skies, lookin' for the yellow Leave your father, mother, sister to the TV shows They try to fix you, but sorrow's in the marrow Ride with me, boy, on my palomino Racin' through grey skies, lookin' for the yellow Leave your father, mother, sister to the TV shows They try to fix you, but sorrow's in the marrow How are ghosts so loud...

November Has taken its toll And if I know better There's more to come And the ocean is waitin' at our backdoor You know we could leave But we know in our hearts There's so much more We will find a way To make it through these days And we will find a way To make it through these days And I've fallen face down in the sun Yeah, I take my chance playin' Life's little dance and I still don't understand And people are talkin' at me Yeah, they make no sense Wish I could pay my expenses And get on the next train outta here We will find a way To make it through these days We will find a way To make it through With sweet love and prayer And who's the fairest of us all And who will fight for you and I Who's the bravest of us all And who will hold us when we cry When we cry And we will find a way To make it through these days We will find a way To make it through To make it through To make it through To make it through To make it through

You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty. Hello so sadly my two days off are coming to an end but to be fair I have not done a lot. I can't believe that I will be 36 in 3 days where has the time gone? Am I the man I thought that I would be I am not sure but I am still here so that is a victory in a way and when you start from nothing anything is up. But maybe it is time to stop looking back and it is time to move on. I was going to clean my room in my days off it's still not done I was going to tweet my friend but it is still not done I was going to ring my job club but it is not done. I was going to clean my work things but they are still not done. Everything just feels so meaningless to me and I feel so cold and alone. What does my life mean to anyone and what would change if I was not here? Weather I like it or not I need people but they can be hard to u...

Upon the sand, upon the bay "There is a quick and easy way" you say Before you illustrate I'd rather state : "I'm not the man you think I am I'm not the man you think I am" And sorrow's native son He will not smile for anyone And pretty girls make graves Oh... End of the pier, end of the bay You tug my arm, and say : "give in to lust, Give up to lust, oh heaven knows we'll Soon be dust... " Oh, I'm not the man you think I am I'm not the man you think I am And sorrow's native son He will not rise for anyone And pretty girls make graves Oh really ? Oh... I could have been wild and I could have Been free But nature played this trick on me She wants it now And she will not wait But she's too rough And I'm too delicate Then, on the sand Another man, he takes her hand A smile lights up her stupid face (and well, it would) I lost my faith in womanhood I lost my faith in womanhood I lost my faith... Oh... Hand in glove....

You’re a good person, Diane, and that’s the most important thing. Even if no one appreciates you, it’s important that you don’t stop being good.

"Your prince's crown Cracks and falls down Your castle hollow and cold You've wandered so far From the person you are" Hello how are you? I am not doing to good I am getting more and more cut off and alone and I don't know why to do. I can not tell you how much I hate my job when I can because I am but you know what I mean. I really feel like some of the people I work with don't like me and that is upseting and the one thing that I was looking forward to is now off to be fair it has been that kind of year. So what do I do?  1 Try to look for a new job  2 try to make friends  3 hope to come into a lot of money 4 just live day to day 5 get some  Antidepressants I just wish that I did not feel like this I guess that sometimes when you win you lose. “We are addicted to our thoughts. We cannot change anything if we cannot change our thinking.”  "We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when w...

One is never afraid of the unknown; one is afraid of the known coming to an end. Hello so I am on the last day of my two days off and I am fed up because I have done nothing just stay in my bed all day worrying about what is going to happen. I had to good into work today to do a bit of training and that was really boring and then it was back to home to kill a bit more time. I use to love being online and using twitter but it is not making me feel good anymore I just sit there looking at my notifications just waiting to get one then feeling bad when I don't. Life should be getting better for me but it just feels like more of the same. Maybe it is just something that is in my DNA and I will always be this way. I just get so fed up with myself I never know what to say or what to do. I wanted to talk to my friend but I have wasted my time off and now I have got to work for 4 days in a row. How can I be 36 in 9 days how can I do anything well I still ...

It was dawn and the kitchen light was still on I stepped in, found the suicide asleep on the floor An open mouth screams and makes no sound Apart from the ring of the tinnitus of silence You had your ear to the ground White noise I don't know if there's breathing or not Butterflied arms tell me that this one has flown Blood seems black against the skin of your porcelain back A still life is the last I will see of you A painting of a panic attack He died in his sleep last night He died in his sleep last night He died in his sleep last night He died in his sleep last night You died in his sleep last night You died in his sleep last night You died in his sleep last night You died in his sleep last night You died in his sleep last night You died in his sleep last night Death dreams you don't forget It's been a while since I dreamed this but Even now, when asleep, I'll tread with care Death dreams you don't forget It's been a while since I dreamed this but E...

"some people are so poor all they have is money" Hello so my job is not going well and I did not think that I will be there must longer. It has been a nightmare from start to finish and it has made me more unhappy then ever. I have to believe that there is more to life that to just work like a dog. Everything has about money we work day and night to pay bills just to do the same tomorrow. They are letting me come in at 10 today as my feet are so bad but I can not face it. I have get to work out where I go from here I just want the job to end really so that I can draw a line under it and try to move on again well I still have some moves left  I am looking forward to my Birthday but it still seems a long way off right now. I just want to say goodbye to an awful year and hope that my 36 year is a better one. I really miss being at home and having time to write down my feels when I want to or when I need to I miss my friends online and I feel v...

If there was nothing that I could say Turned your back and you just walked away Leaves me numb inside I think of you Together is all I knew We moved too fast, but I had no sign I would try to turn the hands of time I looked to you for a reason why The love we had passed me by And as the sun would set you would rise Fall from the sky into paradise Is there no light in your heart for me You've closed your eyes you don't longer see There were no lies between me and you You said nothing of what you knew But there was still something in your eyes Left me helpless and paralyzed You could give a million reasons Change the world and change the tides Could not give me the secrets Of your heart and of your mind In the darkness that surrounds me Now there is no peace of mind Your careless words undo me Leave the thought of us behind You could give a million reasons Change the world and change the tides Could not giv...

Once we had All we wanted Nothing more Than to take good care But have I lingered too long, sister And your light knows it? A child raised but not grown We heard the robin Sing his song He's a hunter He has thrown his arrows Pull me up one more time Pull me up one more time For I have fallen Pull me up one more time Pull me up, be there beside me 'Cause there I know I've held the fingers To pull me up one more time When I have fallen.