"Two lovers entwined pass me by
and heaven knows I'm miserable now
I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
and heaven knows I'm miserable now"
Hello so I start what could be or what may not be my now job.
I have not been having the best time the last week as you may have
seen in my last post and that has not changed.
There have been a lot of sleepless night and feeling uneasy.
I don't know what I am walking into and I don't know who I am
going to hold up to working 10 hours a day after all this time.
But on the up side I can not wait to start going shopping again but
I am not sure if that is a good reason to get back into work.
Stress is caused by being ‘here’ but wanting to be ‘there.’
"You can only lose what you cling to."
I am going to miss my life as it is now that is if tomorrow goes well
and that is very 50 % 50 but I have come to feel safe and home.
I know what I have to do and what I am going to face but there is a
part of me that wants me then that but there is the other part that knows
the rick that comes from wanting more and it taking that next step.
1 I have got to think about what to wear
2 I have got to go a day without my music
3 I have to try to get along with people
3.5 I have got to work out what to do if I don't
4 I have to think about when I am going to eat
5 I have got to think about how to get there
6 I have got to think about how to get back home
7 I don't know if I can do the job
8 I don't want to let anyone down
9 I afraid that something will go wrong
Well lets bring on tomorrow and whatever it will bring
"Every time you are tempted to react in the same old way, ask if you want to be a prisoner of the past or a pioneer of the future"