Cut off

"Your prince's crown

Cracks and falls down
Your castle hollow and cold
You've wandered so far
From the person you are"

Hello how are you?

I am not doing to good I am getting more and more cut off and alone and I don't know

why to do.

I can not tell you how much I hate my job when I can because I am but you know what I mean.

I really feel like some of the people I work with don't like me and that is upseting

and the one thing that I was looking forward to is now off to be fair it has been that

kind of year.

So what do I do? 

1 Try to look for a new job 

2 try to make friends 

3 hope to come into a lot of money

4 just live day to day

5 get some Antidepressants

I just wish that I did not feel like this I guess that sometimes when you win you lose.

“We are addicted to our thoughts. We cannot change anything if we cannot change our thinking.” 

"We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them. "

So here I go 3 days till my next day off and no way out wish me luck everyone and

I hope that someone somewhere maybe thinking of me in my time of darkness and doubt.

I know other people have it a lot worse but for some reason that is no help to me