Everything everywhere all at once
Friday 22 July 2022
Life 3
Wednesday 20 July 2022
Party
Sunday 17 July 2022
Life
"During the 1960s, I think, people forgot what emotions were supposed to be. And I don't think they've ever remembered"
Hello I hope that you are well. Sometimes amazing happen the other day I wake up and remember I was alive and that I was free to live my life and that I have been doing. I am living in the moment or atlas I am trying to and that is a good start.
I want to Hastings yesterday and I had a nice time there but I would have liked to have stayed a bit longer. I just love walking but the sea I always feel so free and at peace and I think about the past and I remember when we used to walk along together she was always so happy when she was by the sea it was like it was the first time she saw it ever time.
I remember never feeling at peace I was always worrying about what was going to happen or wishing that I could be someone else that I missed out on what I wanted the most someone who loved me us as I was.
"What if I stopped thinking of pain as something that needs to be numbed, fixed, dodged, and protected against? What if I tried to honor its presence in my body, to welcome it into the present?"
“Sometimes, people let the same problem make them miserable for years when they could just say, so what. That is one of my favourite things to say. So what.”
Truth
Healing 2
Healing
Friday 8 July 2022
Good
Nyc homeless
" The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are."
Tattoo
Almost free
Sunday 3 July 2022
Life
Hi its been a while and I am good in some ways and I have been better in others. I am leaving and as the days go by I feel more and more that it is the right thing to do and that my happiness has to count for something. I don't know where I want to be in life I just know that I don't want to where I am.
A lot of this started when I had a few days away at Brighton and in the few days I felt good about life and I flet good about myself. I was enjoying the days not just waiting for the next one. I flet good to be around other people and they where opening up to me.
It shows me that there can be so much more to life and the only one stopping me living in was myself and all I have to do is found a way to break free. I know that money is important but it should never be a cage that we get locked in. I want to make the world a better place even if it is only for one person.
"The thought of maybe being a good person is what keeps me trying to be a good person."
Life 3
" When I Choose To See The Good Side Of Things, I'm Not Being Naive. It Is Strategic And Necessary. It's How I Learned To Surv...
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" When I Choose To See The Good Side Of Things, I'm Not Being Naive. It Is Strategic And Necessary. It's How I Learned To Surv...