2018

Tomorrow hopes we have learned something from yesterday.

Hi so I  had a good few days good days at work at last and I think that I maybe ok

there in the end but we never know what is yet to come as I have found out.

But it is nice to know people in the outside world I don't think online friends

are going to work for me. 

Can someone be your friend if they are never there when you need them 

and they all always want to keep you at arm's length.

I am not sure that is a friend to me it is just I ask nothing of you and you

ask nothing of me it is all talk and no action it is words without the deeds to go with it.

Maybe that is how people are friends now but that is not for me.

Or maybe we are all just trying to found a way thought the day.

I am feeling better about next year but this will be a year that I will never forget

and maybe a year that I needed to put me on a new road even if I don't know 

where that road goes to.

But there has always been something or someone to keep me going.

something that let me know that no matter how dank it get that the sun would shine again. 

Maybe that is how are mind keeps us going it gives us just enough hope to keep going on.

 "The unknown future rolls toward us. I face it, for the first time, with a sense of hope. Because if a machine, a Terminator, can learn the value of human life, maybe we can too."