Hurt feelings

"It's so easy to laugh 

It's so easy to hate 

It takes guts to be gentle and kind 

Over, over 

Love is natural and real 

But not for you, my love 

Not tonight, my love 

Love is natural and real 

But not for such as you and I, my love"

Hello it has been a long time and somethings have changed and some are the same.

I had the worse Birthday of my life and there have been some bad ones.

For a long time I have not had any friends and I was ok with that.

You know that you are not going to get anything and you don't have to give anything.

But at last I thought I had some they would ask about my day and I would do the same

they would care if I was happy or sad they would be there if I needed them.

Well that is how I thought it would go.

So well my Birthday coming up I was I was looking forward to it.
It had been a bad year but this would be a good end to it that is the thing
about hope it can go both ways if you have it you can lost it.
So I seat at home alone just wait for one of my friends to wish me well
they would not all forget they where my friends but the end of the day come
and they had.
My feelings where hurt and I felt more alone then ever after everything nothing
had changed and I still have no friends but this time I had to found out the hard way.