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Hello. So I have been feeling good and I have not been leaving the house if there is anyway that I can help it.
I feel like I am getting more and more cut off from the world and I don't know how to found my way back.
I just feel worthless and useless and I may very well be.
It is hard to write must as I don't doing anything of feeling much.
I don't know how to make friends and I don't know what I would do if I did

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