A new day

I wake up at 9 am and think thank god that is a few less hours I will have to face today.
I put on the TV on there is something I like on so that will kill an hour.
I can do the dish's and make a cup of tea. All the time hoping that time does
not start going to slow.
I could go out but I can't face that or look for a job but I can't face that to.
I am stuck in a hole that I can not found a way out of and I don't know if I
ever will.
I have no money no job and no friends and If I did not have music I don't know
if I would still be alive.
It is the one thing that makes me feel a bit better but I can not have it on all day
and I have to face the world on my own sometimes.
So this is my day and it will be my tomorrow I just hope that it will not
be the rest of my life