"Two lovers entwined pass me by and heaven knows I'm miserable now I was looking for a job, and then I found a job and heaven knows I'm miserable now" Hello so I start what could be or what may not be my now job. I have not been having the best time the last week as you may have seen in my last post and that has not changed. There have been a lot of sleepless night and feeling uneasy. I don't know what I am walking into and I don't know who I am going to hold up to working 10 hours a day after all this time. But on the up side I can not wait to start going shopping again but I am not sure if that is a good reason to get back into work. Stress is caused by being ‘here’ but wanting to be ‘there.’ "You can only lose what you cling to." I am going to miss my life as it is now that is if tomorrow goes well and that is very 50 % 50 but I have come to feel safe and home. I know what I have to do and what I am going...
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